Monday, September 16, 2013

These smiles are my reminders

I see it´s been a month since I last wrote. And the truth is I have been avoiding it intentionally.  I remember before leaving for this trip I thought about what purpose my blog would serve and I wanted it to be a way for me to show all of you where your support (emotional and financial) was being put to work. What fruits were being labored with my work and your love.  And of course to share the wacky moments that fall into the category of “only in Ecuador”.  What I didn’t want was to taint the image I was painting for you with rants or venting sessions about the hard stuff.  Obviously it exists, but it’s not what people want to read about. I am sure you get where I am going with this- it’s been a hard couple months at work.  There have been a lot of changes and not very good ones, in my opinion. I have been struggling to keep my focus on why I am here, who I am here for, and what it is I want to accomplish while here.  Easier said than done some days… BUT this afternoon I was blatantly and refreshingly reminded of all those things, so my inspiration to write to you all came flooding back in.  And as I sit here typing in the main plaza, there is a rainbow forming above me (which probably means I’ll get rain dumped on me shortly- but for now it’s perfect). 

So on to the good stuff. Due to a variety of circumstances, I saw two kids today who I haven’t been able to see in a while. First one is Oscar.  He is an 8 year old boy who has been coming to PediHabilidad since he was very little.  He is a shy guy and takes a little while to warm up to new people, but once he does, he is a sweetheart full of creativity and such adorable love for his little sister who never leaves his side during therapy.  Today was an average therapy day for us, nothing too profound, other than teaching him and his sister how to play tic-tac-toe. But for me, my heart was fulfilled to be working with him again.  When the three of them came into the clinic and we all met eyes, I think everyone’s faces lit up equally. I was certainly glad to see them, and I think the feeling was mutual.   That feels good!




And the second one- Remember Marlon? The super tear-jerker entry about the kiddo and the wheel chair we delivered to him that brought on a smile I will never forget? Well, I saw him today too!  And what a joy he was! He was a little shy for the first 2 minutes, and then it was game-on! Once his mom put him on the mat and I asked him what he wanted to play with, that Kodak smile immediately came across his face and he said “blocks! I want to build a house!”  We spent the next hour laughing, playing, smiling, and working, of course. But he would not stop giggling and chatting away.  A year ago he was cute, smiley, but quiet. Not anymore! This kid wants to move, explore, throw, climb, laugh, topple over things, and live! It breaks my heart to think of the low he experienced a few months back, but I can’t help but think I did, in fact, partake in something that had a profound impact on this kid’s life.  And his mom said he’s going to school, which is major success around here. Lots of these kiddos aren’t going for a variety of reasons (accessibility, misconceptions regarding their cognitive abilities, resources in schools, to name a few), so to know that the wheelchair that we provided this little guy allows him to participate and play with his friends (which he told me he has a lot of!) makes all the work drama seem so trivial. Thank you Marlon, for being a light in my life!

It's faint, but the rainbow is there. 
ps. that's the entrance to our one cocktail bar, with the black sign... looks inviting doesn't it!?